theonenonlyrach
06-15-2007, 01:39 PM
*smiles* Okay, so I drove around town yesterday, going by some old houses of people I have no intention of ever talking to again. And I got inspired...so inspired to write this "fuck you" poem. So here it is...and the title is what it is because I couldn't think of a title and those were the two things nearest me.
I've been pretty patient up until now,
Waiting for days to get a call,
I've been waiting for everything to fall into place,
And then you decided to take it all.
How do you feel about losing me?
How do you feel about making me cry?
How do you feel about abandoning me?
Without even having the balls to tell me why.
You want me to do just fine, you say,
You hope that I'm doing well,
You want everything to be okay for me,
But you're the one who put me in this hell.
I'm tired of being alone,
And I'm not going to justify you this time,
It's not my fault you can't grow up,
So don't mind me while I leave you behind.
I've spent so many hours crying over you,
Which is entirely too much time for me,
Because you can't look at life for all its possibilities,
And let what will be, be.
You have to go around and do what you want,
While I'm stuck in this situation with no way out,
You left me to pick up the pieces again,
Because you can't get over your own self-doubt.
It's not my fault you can't say no,
It's not my fault you can't help but lie,
It's not just my fault that we are here,
So now it's your turn to cry.
Because I gave you everything I had to give,
I let you take away parts of my heart,
And you took that inch and made it a mile,
And you decided to tear me apart.
Well, fuck you for thinking that I'm going to wait.
And fuck you for thinking that I am okay.
And fuck you for making me do this on my own.
And fuck you for not having anything to say.
You aren't justified in all of your actions,
You aren't right for leaving me be,
Because I'm sick of it being all about you,
When right now it should be about me.
I'm so angry that you could do this and not care,
I'm sick of these people who have no remorse,
Who think that by leaving and fucking everything up,
Nature will run its course.
You had me completely, totally, fully,
You let me go and now I'm gone,
You thought that you were making things better,
Until everything was all said and done.
Now watch as I live my life to its fullest,
Seeing it for it's possibilities,
Seeing as how I can deal with my life,
And don't get stuck outside of reality.
I'm not dead yet, I'm just comatose,
I will get over you if I die trying,
And I can't wait because the next time I see you,
You're going to be the one crying.
I've been pretty patient up until now,
Waiting for days to get a call,
I've been waiting for everything to fall into place,
And then you decided to take it all.
How do you feel about losing me?
How do you feel about making me cry?
How do you feel about abandoning me?
Without even having the balls to tell me why.
You want me to do just fine, you say,
You hope that I'm doing well,
You want everything to be okay for me,
But you're the one who put me in this hell.
I'm tired of being alone,
And I'm not going to justify you this time,
It's not my fault you can't grow up,
So don't mind me while I leave you behind.
I've spent so many hours crying over you,
Which is entirely too much time for me,
Because you can't look at life for all its possibilities,
And let what will be, be.
You have to go around and do what you want,
While I'm stuck in this situation with no way out,
You left me to pick up the pieces again,
Because you can't get over your own self-doubt.
It's not my fault you can't say no,
It's not my fault you can't help but lie,
It's not just my fault that we are here,
So now it's your turn to cry.
Because I gave you everything I had to give,
I let you take away parts of my heart,
And you took that inch and made it a mile,
And you decided to tear me apart.
Well, fuck you for thinking that I'm going to wait.
And fuck you for thinking that I am okay.
And fuck you for making me do this on my own.
And fuck you for not having anything to say.
You aren't justified in all of your actions,
You aren't right for leaving me be,
Because I'm sick of it being all about you,
When right now it should be about me.
I'm so angry that you could do this and not care,
I'm sick of these people who have no remorse,
Who think that by leaving and fucking everything up,
Nature will run its course.
You had me completely, totally, fully,
You let me go and now I'm gone,
You thought that you were making things better,
Until everything was all said and done.
Now watch as I live my life to its fullest,
Seeing it for it's possibilities,
Seeing as how I can deal with my life,
And don't get stuck outside of reality.
I'm not dead yet, I'm just comatose,
I will get over you if I die trying,
And I can't wait because the next time I see you,
You're going to be the one crying.